the past few days and the next few days

only 3 and a half days until DE arrives. i am so excited.

i am also drunk.

gosh, being back is rough on my liver.


i spent the weekend at KK's country house, it wasn't bad. worst part was the fucking mosquito bites.
little fuckers serve no purpose in the universe, except to fucking be fucking irritating. fuckers.


anywho
monday night i met up with AD and some of her friends, got fuckin' shwasted, met up with KW at 3 am, sang, talked, walked his dog, almost fell asleep, finally got home at 8 am, barely sober.

last night i was somehow up until 6 am... had to get up at 1 to let the super in to fix our toilet, but then i went the fuck back to sleep 45 minutes later, and accidentally slept until my mother came home from work.

and now it's 4:36 am and i am drunk again.

i have a lunch date tomorrow with NE, i think i've decided where we'll go.
a diner.
so i can get an omelet.
because eggs.
fuck yeah, eggs.


i really don't have much interesting stuff to say.

actually, i honestly probably do, i just can't think of it because i'm drunk and tired.


oh. part of the reason i didn't sleep at KW's house monday night/tuesday morning was because he was so tired that his horniness was difficult for him to hide.
i don't fuckin' get it.
what the fuck why is he still interested in me, even if only sexually.
i still see a seventeen-year-old boy when i look at him, which for me as a 20-year-old is a turn-off.
and i already told him he's not fucking this relationship up for me.
i was actually the reluctant one to leave, partially because i was really fucking tired and the 45 minute train ride home seemed like the worst thing in the world, but also because i know i wouldn't let KW try anything so i didn't see such a problem.


so tomorrow i've got lunch with NE and then i have to actually start cleaning up this damn house.
shit, i also have to go to the yarn store before my coupon expires on friday. wow.


wah i got distracted.


um
yeah
so
tomorrow
stuff and then cleaning
friday
um
more cleaning
saturday...
more cleaning, probs. this house is a mess. i've barely put away anything since i got home. and i have to prepare the apartment for the arrival of mr. DE! i should also probably discuss DE's sleeping location with the momz, cuz i'm plannin' mah bed, but she might be less than okay with that. i mean she let EB sleep there with me the night before i left for college...
anyway, saturday night i'm sleeping over at AD's friend's house, we'll get drunk again, but not too drunk because i've got to pick up DE the next day! and i'ma wear his favorite dress :)


i was gonna say more stuff but whatevs.
it's 5 am.
gotta get up in 7 hours.
night night.