yesterday/today i was feeling sad and insecure cuz i'd been triggered. and i was talking to JW and he said i'm not fat or ugly, i'm the perfect kind of thin where i'm not unhealthy looking but i'm also not fat looking and i actually have curves and a nice shape. not gonna lie it actually helped a bit since he's so damn scrutinizing. he said i'm an upper-8 or a 9 on his scale which is apparently a big deal.
wish that meant anything though really.
all i want is DE.
i'll maybe post later when i'm not supposed to be sleeping. maybe when i go get legally drunk!
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