calling all attractive, skinny, preferably tall and pale men!

oh, and it's february.
favorite month EVAR YAY
no.
this year i'm a little afraid. i barely remember february '11, i think i slept all the time and the days didn't matter and everything was just a pointless blur. i do remember that february is when i joined PT, having been again sucked into my weight loss desires.
but i don't know what these days will be like this year, these days that were once significant but now seem only scarred. february 17th is a friday this year, so many movie trailers and posters have that date emblazoned on them. i see it everywhere. haha. it's not even valentine's day i'm dreading. although i just realized, that'll probably be weird on campus.

also, it's now been more than 10 months since i last had sex. seriously, the insanity is creeping in again. i need some lovin', stat.
i told this to the people i hung out with last weekend, and they started wracking their brains for any suitable guys they knew. no avail. this campus sucks. fuck all these men, they're not fuckable. (see what i did there?)

funny, i'll probably reach a year after all. thanks for the suggestion, EB!
this sucks.
i never want to do this again.

i feel shitty, oh so shitty.