...it occurs to me that i should maybe start applying initials. i mean, if anyone knew my life and read this, it'd already be obvious who i'm talking about.
so.
KW - my first boyfriend, who still means a great deal to me and i still count among my closest friends, even though he went off to rehab and now lives across the country. until this point in time, we only really spoke once every other month. now it'll probably be less.
HF - my second boyfriend, who now lives in england. presently, we are not on speaking terms. long story very short, i cheated on him with KW. to my knowledge, however, this has little or nothing to do with why we are not speaking.
AD - the friend i am currently not on good terms with =\ but had i not messed up, this description would read that she is one of my very good friends (i am hesitant to crown a 'best') and we hang out weekly at the very least.
JB - my best friend from middle school. one of my best friends from elementary school is now one of her best friends from high school and i have been welcomed into their high school circle and we still all hang out and it's great and she's great and we live near each other but she's at college and we don't talk enough.
NE - a friend from high school, though i wasn't really friends with him in high school. he's a year older, and probably has a crush on me, but i am not going to return that favor. presently, he's one of the only people i can talk to when i have a problem, and never get any judgement. however, i always have to edit myself, make sure i cannot be interpreted as the slightest bit flirty, because i don't want to give him hope.
this is essentially all the people in my life that create things for me to talk about right now.
now, back to your scheduled program.
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